anata was too kind..
but, not to watashi.. not to watashi..
watashi feel sad.. hontoni sad..
maybe someday watashi better just disappear..
just disappear..
like air.. no where to go.. no where..
this sad atmosphere would disappear in no time..
watashi hope so..
watashi gaze at the high wall..
well, watashi can't reach the top..
its just to high..
its better if watashi just sit against the wall
and remain 'distress and coma'..
sometime watashi will 'regret'
and see the 'red' liquid
spread all over the place..
but, watashi can't be like 'reila'..
watashi just watashi..
not other.. it just watashi..
'before i decay'..,watashi hope someone will pull watashi out..
watashi will 'pledge' that watashi will disappear 'without a trace'..
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